Yes...it's been a full year, both literally and figuratively. Off and on I think to myself "I should blog soon" and yet time passes and here we are a year later. About 2 months after that last post, I entered into the deepest season of sadness I have ever experienced. My dad passed away just two days after Christmas 2009. He was aging and I knew he wouldn't live forever, despite my pleading. However, nothing could have prepared me for the depth of sadness I encountered in grieving the loss. I found myself "stuck" for months. In a flash, my weight shot back up to 260lbs and then 264lbs. I spent 6 months physically and emotionally exhausted. About mid-year, the fog began to lift and I began to see things more clearly again. However, in my grief, I had done physical damage to my body and though my mind was present and motivated, my body had quite a bit of catching up to do. I tried to get into a swimming routine, however the most convenient time to do this seemed to be on Tuesday and Thursday evenings, when I am feeling most tired! I quickly fell out of that routine and strived to think of something better. I needed a goal. I had entertained training for a duathlon (bike/run) sprint next May. I still may. But what has been on my heart for years is to get into hiking. I have always enjoyed being outdoors. I have also seen my kids flourish outdoors. How wonderful would it be to lead the way for my family to become outdoor enthusiasts?
Awe crud...speaking of family, time to get the kiddos from school. Will have to continue that thought next time. I promise to write again BEFORE 2011!!!!!
